The word-based description for "🤔😶💭💡❌🎭🙄🚫😕😬😔🙃😩😞😖😓😣😢😥😭😫😩😰😔" is: Thinking, silence, contemplating, idea, rejection, drama, disbelief, restriction, confusion, frustration, disappointment, regret, resignation, sorrow, anguish, crying, longing, suffering, exhaustion, despair. Please note that the second part of your request appears to be in Russian. Here's a translation: "What needs to be done, tell me directly, it won't be very right, but I have no imagination, it's not cool to get shame from my life."